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I'm all nyquilled up..and ready for midnight..I thought it was really late..now looking at the clock I see it's only six..Lost comes on tonight..I might be a little "lost" lol...since I didn't see last weeks episode due to extinuating life circumstances...I have a feeling i'm going to read this tomorrow and delete it....because if I am typing as stupid as I'm thinking..this may not even be funny..

I have a strange rash mark..burning thing on my arm..I just noticed it twenty minutes ago..I don't know what it is but it burns.. and is enflamed..bah..

I get to go back to work tomorrow..

I rescheduled my st ateboard just waiting for the new letter that says when I go to come in..I should have made some phonecalls today..but like I said I'm all nyquilled up..and something something..rather..yeah...

I'm a jumble of nerves..the anxiety in my chest is causing me to think I might burst.
But this is life...or so I'm told.
Nothing in it makes sense..
Happy one minute...sad the next..
Breathing...then not...
The bad times are what make the good times so great..
The illogical logical..
None of it is rounding out to me.
Close a window open a door..
Who leaves through the damned window anyhow?
I'm waiting here..fully dressed minus my shoes..minus my socks
minus a loved one or two..
contemplating the eternal unanswered question..
What's the meaning of life?
No one will ever know the true answer..
because perhaps there is no answer.
Just something else for us to ponder..
to scratch our heads and wonder.
I'll walk out the door
I'll drive away..
Pack..sleep perhaps...and then be on my way again
Where? Do any of us really know where we're going.
Rambling on and on..I'm finding solace..
in the clicking of the keys of the keyboard
something medicinal about it..or not.
just the comfort of hearing something besides
my own breathing and the hum of the computers.
Nothing that you think is in important..is ever as important in
a time like this.
It all seems trivial..
and I bask in the assurance..that I am alive..
I am healthy..
and though this is a sad time..
I am happy with my life.

I actually got way past the driveway and would have been fine if the cops hadn't of found me and brought me back..also..that's not my tattoo..but that'd be wicked retarded if it was.
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As a child...	You were ran away from home and made it to the end of your driveway
How did it mess you up?	You became obsessed with the band Culture Club and got a 'Karma Chameleon' tattoo
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Sad but completley true

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As a child...	You tried to pick up a slice of bacon right out of the pan
How did it mess you up?	You much prefer to walk around naked than to wear clothes
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I've just had and am still having the greatest conversation with jenniepanic about marmosets and their all around adorableness..

She's a freaking riot..oh I needed smiles and laughs this morning.

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? My eyes

2. How much cash do you have on you? $0 Don't carry cash in my pj's that would be weird.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? best

4. Favorite plant? Daisies

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? 1-580-477-0446 I don't know who they are but they keep calling me

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? System of a Down BYOB

7. What shirt are you wearing? Tom & Jerry Night Gown top

8. Do you "label" yourself, could you? No

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? I'm not wearing shoes

10. Bright or Dark Room? Dark

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? someone took this before me?

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping

14. Who was you last text message from and what did it say? Evelyn- K!

15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? No

16. What's a saying that you say a lot? I look like an asshole

17. Who told you they loved you last? Craig

18. Last furry thing you touched? Ms. Wickett the super kitty.

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past Three Days? Just RX drugs

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? 1

21. Favorite age you have been so far? can't say.

22. Your worst enemy? my brain

23 What is your current desktop picture? cherries

24. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? No regrets give me money.

25.What are you listening to right now? The hum of my PC

26. What are you thinking about? How I should back and get ready for work and my weekend trip to Grammas

My first day at my new job..and the night before I couldn't even sleep..

My first day I had one haircut..LOL...compared to the almost 15 a day I was doing..that's insanely boring..but also not a drop of stress..:) YAY..

It's very stress free and the women there are super sweet and helpful..I love my new job already..oh yeah and it's only five minutes from my house..HA..

I think I might get a night job at the VFW..one of the girl's at the salon works there after hours..and she says it's a good way to meet people..it's only on bingo nights..bingo seems to be very popular in this town..so yes I think I'll take it..I need to meet some people in this town..all my friends live at least an hour away..and the friends I did have here..weren't really friends I suppose..because since I quit drinking we don't really hang out so much...and then since I quit smoking some of my friends feel uncomfortable hanging around me..because they smoke..I told them to get over it..because it doesn't bother me if they smoke in front of me..I just don't want to smoke anymore.

I really think I broke my pinky toe.

My business cards will be here soon!!! YAY..they're so pretty.

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your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | DARK

Your sense of humor is off-the-cuff and kind of gross. Is it is also sinister, cynical, and vaguely threatening to the purer folks of this world. You probably get off on that. You would cut a greasy fart, then blame it on your mom, and then just shrug when someone pointed out that she's dead.

Yours is hands-down the most outrageous sense of humor; you like things trangressive and hardcore. It's highly likely (a) you have no limits (b) you have no scruples and (c) you have no job. Ironically, it's your type of humor that can make the biggest bucks in show business.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Howard Stern - Adam Sandler - Roseanne Barr




The 3-Variable Funny Test!
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 60% on darkness You scored higher than 63% on spontaneity You scored higher than 58% on vulgarity

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